A Goblin/Troll of average human height

Watching this Graphic Novel of Watchmen definitely puts me into a dark mood. Realistic? I think about a quick conversation I had with Indigo so long ago and yet still so fresh. Forgive me as I blame time for any in-discrepancies.

Me: "Am I an evil person? I have seen into my soul and I know the depths of darkness it contains."

Indigo: "No more evil than the person that chooses not to look and/or ignores their own darkness."

I likely just sunk my head, her comment made me feel accepted and normal.

I read an article some time since that helped me to formulate the following thought.

I try not to dwell on the darkness within and instead take comfort and solace that I haven't acted on it.

Then again, it seems I haven't acted on much, accept maybe an outwardly meekly polite and cheerful survival.

At least since the summer of 96...

Hopefully a more positive me will return when I wake tomorrow.