Feeling Goodish

Today has been one of those days when I shifted into a "good" mood and my thoughts have been spinning with possibilities. Those days have been rare and maybe thankfully so. The symptoms to the start of a manic episode. Likely, I will just sleep, and the essence of everything good about how I feel will slip away and scatter into other realms of my existence. I don't really need that plethora of thoughts and possibilities anyway. I mostly need to just continue with the priorities I already have set in motion and with self-discipline, robotically labor away at the tasks that are taking up my time and space untill I have more time than tasks.

Have you ever woke up to realize that you just had sex with a psychotic elite assassin special agent type, wonder why she was at your family reunion and really wish things hadnt ended so uhm prematurely? Yeah, me niether.